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[Nov. 13th, 2006|01:33 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sufjan | ] |
i'm kind of in love with closed doors |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|11:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  fuck you i need sleep more | ] |
| [ | music |
| | joni | ] |
films seen this week:
spider
une affaire des femmes
sweet dreams (it's been like, 10 years)
i'm keeping generally busy...doing a couple of projects, having fun, laughs; good times
i cannot wait to go home for thanxgiving
i'm a bit nervous...ive changed a lot. i just hope the girls dont get freaked i guess...dont get freaked, girls.
i'm going to see "cinderella" at papermill with gram and pop like the true gay man i am : )
i want netflix |
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[Nov. 7th, 2005|09:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hanging in | ] |
| [ | music |
| | todd rundgren | ] |
new movies i've seen in the last week:
belle de jour
la ceremonie
jules et jim
the sisterhood of the traveling pants
it's so strange to be on the other end of BFAs. very very strange. good luck to them : )
if i cant get tickets to "woman under the influence"...i'll be very upset. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|11:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | christmasy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | christmas music...not just carols but CHORAL...haha me=fag | ] |
oh my god anthony is so right...christmas season begins for me the day after halloween. so, of course i'm listening to christmas muuuusic.
um. i saw isabelle huppert twice recently and they were phenomenal experiences. i saw her in "4.48 psychose" at BAM in brooklyn, which is a play by a woman who had this moment of clarity about her mental illness, wrote about it, and then killed herself. it was realllllly intense and powerful and all of the above...isabelle was ridiculous in it. then i went to a reading with her and robert wilson (aka einstein on the beach) and willem dafoe was right behind pomme and i, but that's another story. amazing to actually see HER and the way she talks and walks and takes in a room.
then after that i watched the piano teacher again like, for the first time in almost a year and a half and it REALLY hit me how beyond comprehensable amazing isabelle is. i dunno, maybe seeing the other stuff, and then going back to piano teacher...but i had the thought just the same. isabelle is really kind of god
life has been interesting...in really neutral ways. i cant describe it any better than that. i miss diana desperately--when are you coming HOOOOME?
the ladies of nov. party was a lot of fun. i got more compliments on how good i looked to last me a lifetime, and i am a little in love with scott romstadt.
the other weekend i went home and it was really beautiful, and wouldve been even more beautiful had it not been for my mind revolting against me. i saw "good night and good luck" with my grammy and it was PHENOMENAL...everyone see it.
on the 10th of this month gena rowlands is going to be a BAM and they're going to show "a woman under the influence" (!) i really wanna try and see it, but money is always a problem.
gah i always feel gaymaster after these entries so..that's it |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|12:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mother fucking exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the O.C | ] |
this weekend was amazing...it was so amazing.
i ate my mom's meatloaf, mashed potatoes, and brussel sprouts with bacon and onions (!) my mom and i had such a nice time together...no fighting, and it was just lovely. we cooked together, and watched "raymond" while we ate.
i slept a FULL 13 hours, went to see "north country" in my pajamas (which was A.MAZ.ING.), then i went back home, ate more meatloaf, and my brother came over and we just chilled and watched movies. i hadnt seen "bedknobs" in so long and it was so good for me. slept a while that night too, then tim and i saw "wallace and grommit" which was fantastic as well..then we just chilled...it was just the best thing in the world.
i love home in autumn...and i wish i were still there
my shakespeare scene is "as you like it" and i am rosalind with jane and shane! good stuff...
should i go to 115? that is the question |
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|09:27 am] |
| [ | music |
| | some song from a movie that i cant remember | ] |
DIANA. I MISS YOU SO MUCH <3
i miss home a lot for whatever the reason..i miss medge and sue too!
school is school
i'm actually grown into a responsible human being kinda
almost wound up in the psych ward when i first got to school because of zoloft, but then things looked up
"the lesson" is over. it was a phenomenal experience. people said i had nice legs.
im lonely, but what else is new?
other than that, things are pretty cool
i cant wait to go home this weekend : ) |
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|09:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "to wish, to want, to wonder" | ] |
Three Names You Go By
- lmack!
- LINDSAYMACK (yeah rach, it's like, one word)
- linsou, linnie, machiavelli
Three Parts of Your Heritage
- italian
- irish
- 'rican
Three Things That Scare You
- my anger
- my craziness
- the thought of losing my family
Three of Your Everyday Essentials
- my ipod
- a pen
- my keys
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
- my purple PJ pantalones
- a really gay hot pink shirt
- like..not underwear?
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
- joni mitchell right now above anyone
- tori of course
- heart, damien, ben, S & G..all of them
Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
- "down to you" - joni
- "alone in kyoto" - air
- "same situation" - joni...lots of joni right now
Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
- balance
- trust
- laughing
Two Truths and a Lie
- i wish i were in california
- it's 9:10 AM
- i like being single
Three Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You
- i like men who look like paul newman. done. now, for women, intelligence
- a great laugh
- being like, mysterious yet reachable
Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
- singing which i kind of remembered i love to do today in peter's
- 1015 parties!
- i love drives
Three Things You Want to do Really Badly Right Now
- be at home IMMEDIATELY
- see "good night and good luck"
- have sex
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation
- england
- ireland
- italy
Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
- meet a lovely woman and get married
- have a baby with her
- be a working actress my way |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|12:06 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  whatever | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NAS' NEW ALBUM IS SO GOOD | ] |
UGH
it's one of those things where i have everything in the world to do and i dont feel like doing anything
that being said
i naired my legs today : )
(the legs that hadnt been shaved since early june-yeah.)
they are amazing...um i dropped SO much money on school shit that like..i hate paying for. it PAINS me to spend money on notebooks, i like, dont know why...i hate thinking i like, worked for notebooks
i dunno whateves
FAFSA IS SO GAY
i'm really over my dad being irresponsible and like..whatever. get ya life right, dad
i'm kinda giddy and silly and dreamy over something that could be really nice
i refuse, however, to jinx that
i need to get my hair cut
OH! i got an HOUR AND A HALF pedi..it was kind of almost uncomfortable it was so long
it was absolutely amazing
have i started memorizing "the lesson?" absolutely not
i went to south street sea port with jorden and dave on friday : ) i love them SO MUCH and it was so much fun...i wore a shirt that i've always been too large to wear but now it looks chill and 6 inch wedges like, on cobblestones...i felt like di-it ruled :)
i'm going on an anti depressant and my biggest worry? will i still be able to drink
*shakes head*
i'm so ready to go back but like not at all |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|02:30 am] |
dude
doris is dead.
for those of you who didnt get to meet my car, she was quite a lady...one helluva broad
:( |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|12:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | fat | ] |
| [ | music |
| | austin powers two | ] |
-10 Years Ago: i was 11..i had already lost my girlie virginity to hot megan from down the street who had pretty pretty princess and i hated her for it...and um i wanted to BE vada sultenfuss...and i biked EVERYWHERE-just like vada : )
-5 Years Ago: WAS THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIIIIIIFE...we dont speak of sophomore year of high school.
-1 Year Ago: OMG i was so FUCKING miserable...nervous breakdowns wanting to kill myself and the LIKE-but i discovered donna and i had great people get me through the bad shit :)
-Yesterday: i fucking worked-what the fuck else do i do? ever? and i have to babysit my fucking cousins tommorow before WORK at NINE AM..toni can seriously lick my balls
-Tomorrow: WORK AHHH BABIES FUCK YOU
-5 Snacks: RIESENS CHOCOLATE CHEWS. kit kat bites! i love them! um COMBOS!! (shout OUT) i love bagel crisps or crunches or whatever they are in bacon flavor preferably...and like, whatever man just chocolate
-5 Bands/ Artists: TORI, JONI, HEART, BEN FOLDS, DAMIEN
-Things I Would Do With $100,000,000: get an apt. in the city, travel around the world, buy lots of movies, furnish my apt. richly and lavishly, and um...oh yeah visit batinee : )
-5 Locations I Would Like To Run Away To: CALIFORNIA..like, everyday...the verdent fields and gardens near anthony...colorado sometimes...the city sometimes but it's 2 seconds away from me..london, ireland, scotland, ITALY, greece...
-5 Bad Habits I Have: talking too much, and i never like, stick to anything; i have no willpower i feel..
-5 Things I Like Doing: fucking-hi, yeah anything sexually related...being with my friends and having a great time doing it, eating, drinking or sometimes, all four at the same TIME..or y'know, GOING TO SEE TORI AMOS IN CONCERT FRIDAY
-5 Things I Will Never Wear: i dunno...hammer pants are the only thing that come to mind
-5 T.V. Shows I Like(ed): will and grace...rocko, DARIA
-5 Movies I Like: eternal sunshine, my brilliant career, almost famous, the apartment..more like 5000 movies
-5 People I'd Like To Meet: tori AMOS, BARBRA although i know she's a cunt in person...i wish i could have met clara bow...jessica
-5 Biggest Joys at the Moment: TORI AMOS ON FRIDAY! having more than 1000 in the bank...my new green dress...olivia but i wish she were here, and my friends u know...gotta give it up for ma nigs
-5 Favorite Toys: my favorite FAVORITE thing was the little puppy who gave birth--you guys remember that? and u didnt know how many pups you were gunna get once they were birthed-but that was okay cause u could buy refill puppies? you know? of course rfucking hot megan got fucking FOUR PUPPIES and i got one |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|11:55 am] |
1.Name:lindsay
2. If there were 3 wells (love, beauty, and creativity) and you could only drink from one of them, which one would you choose? matty, you dont need the beauty well...um...i wouldnt wanna know that i had love in an artificial sense, so creativity
3. Do you wish on stars? totally dude
4. Which finger is your favorite? ring or thumb
5. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten? a yam :P :P :P
6. Would you ever kill someone? well in self defense...but in a certain sense i can see how i would be capable in a moment of blind rage or hurt or something...then i would never be able to live with myself after
7. When did you last cry? not long ago! like...a couple of days ago. it was a good cry : )
8. If someone were making a movie about your life, who would play you? with my luck fucking um rachael leigh cook
9. What TV show or movie TITLE best describes your life? "The Greatest Story Ever Told" ; D
10. Do you like your handwriting? eh it's chill
11. Who are you jealous of? some stuff
12. What is your #1 priority in life? being happy, whatever that means
13. What is your favorite lunch meat? *meat* : )
14. Do you have any bad habits? i am a bad habit
15. Are you a friendly person? haha...to some
16. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? NO...i'm a pain in the ass. i would love me but then get too overwhelmed and find me too much to handle
17. Are you a daredevil? too much
18. How big was the biggest mango you ever had? ive had some pretty huge mangoes in my time
19. Have you ever told a secret that you swore you wouldn't repeat? sure
20. What do you think is the most attractive animated character? the evil queen from "snow white"...if i met a woman who looked like that we would be fucking in two seconds
21. Do looks matter? in some sense...attractiveness is more important to me
22. Do you pray? i talk to the lord and lady so i guess
23. Have you ever met anyone famous? brenda blethlyn, edie falco, bernadette, DONNA MURPHY, jennifer westfeldt, one of the ladues from SWV, harvey fierstein...some more but i forget
24. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? my nature does say yes there is
25. What are your biggest fears? spiders and like, different things regarding my health...dying alone
26. What do you do to vent anger? i rarely manifest it in a physical way although i should cause i get migraines...yell and scream often...sometimes i cry
27. Are you passive or aggressive? im an agressive personality, but there are definetely a lot of times where im passive and i shouldnt be
28. Who is your idol? donna murphy/barbra streisand
29. Who is your second family? meggie's whole family...and di emily and krystal like are my family
30. Do you trust others easily? no
31. What was your favorite toy as a child? dolls : )
32. What class in school do you think is totally useless? fuckin MATH
33. What is the punch-line to your favorite joke? "as she polishes her glass eye..."
34. Do you like sappy love songs? oh god yes
35. Do you think your life so far has been good? interestingly yes...cause it's been horrible lol
36. Which was your best Halloween costume? my faerie costume
37. Have you ever been on radio or television? neither :(
38. Do you keep a diary? kinda...i havent written in it for a while
39. Have you ever intentionally hurt another person? yeah
41. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? no
42. Are you an overall happy person? comme ci comme ca
43. Do you feel understood most of the time? by some
44. Do you drink milk? god no
45. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? sore throat motherfucker
46. Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide? lol like, up until last month
47. What is the new saying that you've been using a lot? gaytown
48. What time is it? 1:31 PM
49. Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer or in separate ones? same
50. Did you pay money to see "Honey I Shrunk The Kids"? YES! it was the first movie i saw in theatres! so..my dad did
51. Would you rather be hot or cold? HOT
52. What is your favorite body type to cuddle with? cur-VEY
53. What was the best Christmas present you received? i think "hairspray" tickets...i've gotten some good ones
54. Could you be a vegetarian? anyone who knows me know there is no way
55. What is the first thing you say when u think of something cool? COOOL
56. What band has the funniest name? INTERESTING...i dont know!
57. Would you ever bungee jump? sure!
58. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? never ever
59. Who are your favorite white rappers? EMINEM
60. Would you rather wear uniforms to high school? fuck no
61. Have you ever given money to a needy person? yeah
62. What are you worried about right now? stuff
63. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)? i'm still alive so i guess so
64. Do you hateanyone? yes
65. Do you regret anything? i try not to but there are some things i feel a pang about
66. Have you ever really been in love? yes |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|11:42 am] |
| [ | music |
| | watchin me - jill scott | ] |
so my face is mangled and disgusting
i went to the dermie and got an "extraction" done...or you know, nazi tortures--whatever you wanna call it. so i literally have wounds all over my face...gay
work is okay; i'm getting tips now which is nice
i had a lovely visit with di and medge the other day
WHOA I JUST REMEMBER MY DREAM...WHOA WHAT A RIDIC DREAM
guess who has fucking glasses on for another 3 fucking weeks?
i cut my hand on glass last night-annoying
GOD i wish i didnt have work tonight
it really cuts into my drinking time
i am excited to start doing "the lesson"...i have already started kinda thinking about some character things that would be nice...
i have so much to do, but i'm just dont motivated to clean my digusting room or scrub the kitchen floor--imagine |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|04:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jill scott | ] |
omg like, things, man, things...
umm me and di rule the world and we're going to be okay and we're both beautiful people
that being said
i hate my job um more than anything on earth
the woman i work with, dimitra is like, a classic hollywood greek goddess and im like, hey i'm not a size two and like, i wear glasses
but like, she's so nice that i cant hate her
went for two visits with krys and anthony lately : ) they were (duh) amazing...
batinee and livie left and i like, cried in front of them and it was a big deal cause i never do that...it was so rough saying goodbye i love them so ridiculously
so london is like, not happening in any way...but whatever when i get out of college ill just go backpacking and stay in youth hostels...hopefully with a LOVA :D
i like, didnt do all these things this summer that i said i would...i didnt lose 10 lbs, i didnt get in shape, i didnt read lots of books, i didnt see lots of movies...and i didnt make a lot of money. it's hard to like...i dunno u know? nikki was like, embrace the fact that you did nothing, it's just as good which is true
i just hate that everytime i make a goal in my head it doesnt happen u know? bah whatever
I !
found the site of my future handfasting : ) it's the most beautiful place i have ever been in my life...it's like, a field and everyone knows how i love fields...and it's like, got fucking butterflies and bees and all these flowers and trees and faerie pools tucked away and there's A fucking stone gazebo with a roof made of tree branches so like, the sunlight streams in and leading up to it?? a wild flower path with tiger lillies...yeah. my marriage spot.
i have to freaking babysit and i would like, rather kill myself |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|05:27 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | sleeps with butterflies ~ the goddess | ] |
Whats your Led Zeppelin Theme Song?
i've always wanted to fuck robert plant but u know what else is new
all of my relatives are here with all of their kids and it's really wonderful...like, truly a lot of fun
the catered food is fantastic and my uncle the priest said this goregous like, sermon kinda thing on our front steps and we all cried..i like, excused myself cause i needed to sob...god i hope i'm not alone forever
i have had two twisted iced teas in the last 8 minutes
i REALLY wish i were friends with tori amos
i'm SO ANGRY that closer is being done at school...me, em, quinn, and dan would ROCK that bitch
i cannot wait to see tori with di and the girls
di and linds 2000 : )
we're going to be happy if it kills us |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 9th, 2005|03:40 am] |
| [ | music |
| | butterfly - tori | ] |
so it's official
as of 3:52 AM diana and i hate our lives, and we're phenomenal so we're a little confused as to why
i stayed up till like, 2 am with my two 12 year old cousins nicole and lena and we just hardcore chilled it was so good
liv is leaving in like, 2 weeks and i'm already in the mourning period
my aunt susan is engaged! to another pisces
today the rain was so much better once i was experiencing it with a sweatshirt on and of course cozy socks...i drank wine and taught myself songs on the piano until everyone came
the hotel job begins on monday and im annoyed that i cant go back to the yacht..like, fuck you your not paying me shit
lena: i love it when people i hate cry
lena is more bomb than most people who have ever existed...right on leen |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | a little shaken | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jill scott...she's like, good typing music or something | ] |
my orientation for embassy suites (yeah they're SO ridiculously intense there) starts tommrorow at EIGHT and BAH i didnt ask what to wear...gay
fucking finally though...like, assholes, i have 6 weeks left and i need MO
the yacht job went...PHENOMENALLY. they paid me $361 to be charming, pour the easiest drinks ever, and to watch the macy's fireworks from like, 100 feet away. oh, and to listen to music and dance. they loved me and alex so much that they asked us back...so another yacht job for us.
i hope i can afford london, man...i'm starting to get nervous about it
if i cant go like, my heart will break
yesterday liv and i went to barnes and noble and to starbucks and i had to take my gram's like, brand new VW station wagon and like, everyone thought she was my daughter and i was into it
i saw bewitched with TIM hahah cute, cute you know
this weekend. in my grandmother's house. we're going to have 60 people staying with us. the anniversary of 50 years. should be interesting...wonderful, but HIGHLY interesting
i need to call meggie
and ahh i need coffee |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|12:53 am] |
fiona apple's "extrordinary machine" album - aka the secret one that was never released - is INCREDIBLE..obvs, it's fiona
ahh i have that yacht thing tommorow and im scared shitless...i hope their not too rich and snobby although i'm sure they will be |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|06:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  coffeeee ahhh! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | allies - heart | ] |
olivia is my world, but what else is new
um um um rachie's party was nice, awesome food nice drinks, all free=good times
i got a job! fucking 5 days out of b-tending school
embassy suites haha but the mo rules
AND AND AND
4th of july. private yacht. 30 DOLLARS AN HOUR PLUS TIPS.
yeah. uh huh. 30 bucks an hours...for me.
jeannie said they only need 4 and she called her best : )
i like, dont have the energy to do anything these days...like, i literally sat on my ass all day cause i couldnt even like, bare to lift a finger.
it waa sad
i smell so bad
i have to like, cook steak tonight but i'm kind of into it
i like, really desperately want to get in shape this summer, but like, i wait 45 minutes to pee sometimes cause i'm so lazy...we'll see how that goes
there are SO many joni cds i want and of course have no money to buy
it's someone's birthday in two days! : ) |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|03:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | quiet | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sideways | ] |
 | You scored as Actor/Actress. All the world is a stage for you. You were born to act. All your life you have dreams of Broadway and Hollywood. Good luck, the acting world is very competitive.
Actor/Actress | | 88% | Singer | | 81% | Writer | | 75% | Dancer | | 63% | Artist | | 50% | Musician | | 44% | </td>
What kind of artist are you?
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|07:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the last time i saw richard - joni | ] |
the princess party was PHENOMENAL
going to see "mr. and mrs. smith" for my cousin's birthday which is actually today..i'm sure seeing angelina will make me want to kill myself
god WHY doesnt joni mitchell tour? why?
speaking of which i cannot wait to see tori
my uncle the priest is excited about seeing "doubt" which rules or something
my gram wants me to make her a cosmo : )
peace |
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